Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Strangers

要的只是你能理我

要的只是你的关心

觉得自己真的很贱

很犯贱!

找一些不可理喻的问题问你东西

觉得自己很不要脸

你一定是鄙视我了吧

可是那句'要懂得照顾自己的身体,懂吗?'

也让我流泪了

多久没有从你那里听到这句话

多久没有为你流泪了

很想回答你我不懂

很想告诉你我很需要你

但我没有那个勇气

因为我知道结果会变得不堪设想

那天远远的相遇让我的心又痛了

你呢?

故意经过那间店只为了能再看你一眼

你又知道吗?

我知道现在每个人都在鄙视我

我就像一个小丑

让他们任意取笑

我不该得到别人的同情

因为都是我自找的

现在这个结果都不是我们想要的

可惜我们没有小叮当

可惜我们没有时光机

我知道你很后悔

现在后悔也没有用

我们不再是朋友

只是陌生人

可能比陌生人还陌生

一直这样下去

希望我能快一点痊愈




Sunday, August 12, 2012

Miss my friends

Another weekends at here

Homesick keep coming to disturb me

Yesterday went to Mid Valley with Tsu May and Mei Chin

Luckily I still have them to make me feel happy in college

We went to have brunch

Then went for shopping!

I brought RM100 only because I want to control myself

But finally I ended up with borrow money from Tsu May

Ohhhh I felt so guilty when using so much money

I always gave trouble to her

Felt so sorry to her

But I felt glad to meet her at Taylor‘s

I never know that I will meet her at here and we are in the same class too

Although we are from the same hometown and we know each other because of Interact Club

We never talk before

I think it is a fate that we meet here

Just now went to have dinner with Chuan Keat

Although sometimes really bo song him and he always zat me

He is still the one who most friend with me at here

I know both of us are very pity but I think he is pity than me

Both of us are the same

Miss Teluk Intan friends so much

haiz but he is richer than me -.-

Countdown for one week

Hari Raya Holidays is coming 

I want to go back to meet my old friends

They just come back from Matrikulasi

So envy them got two weeks holidays

Seriously I miss them so much

I want to hang out with them 

I want to play with them

yum cha! cheong K!

Time flies and its already August of 2012!

I already came out from National Service and finish my 4 months holidays at Teluk Intan

and now I already study at Taylor's for one and the half month

woots 

One and the year go faster please

I want to end my A level faster!

If I can choose again, I would choose foundation at other college.

Haiz shouldn't think for this again unless I have a time machine

I should look forward and hope that everything will be just fine!

P/S : I hope my grandpa can recover as soon as possible. Just pray and believe. #NeverSayNever