Sunday, April 29, 2012

又NG了

你...让我很失望...

也许你说得对

分开对我们两个都好

我只是你的俘虏

只能照着你的话去做

苦苦的求了你那么久

只能说自己很犯贱

以前说过的甜言蜜语总会在分手后化为乌有

曾经那么的相信你

却发现原来你和那些臭男生都一样

求你求到累了

泪也流干了

信息也不要回

电话也不要接

让我真的很想丢掉那个电话

我还要在家人面前假装一切都没有发生

嬉皮笑脸真的很傻

在这个时候我心情很低落

你却在我最需要你的时候离开

原来在你心里我并不重要

我以前的想法还真傻

算了吧

心再一次碎了

在这场游戏中

我又NG了

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

feeling want to update my blog but dunno what should i write

decided for july intake

but dunno which college should i go

taylor?!

inti?!

ucsi?!

oppsss

i really confused about it

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taylor's A level is the best but it is the most expensive too

almost RM40000

wow!! so expensive!!!

another side

most of my friends are studying at ucsi

but most of them said ucsi is not good too

hmmm

what should i do?!

ohhh i getting blur

back from NS but i still cant independent

cant decide anythings on my own

im so noob!!!

actually i very scare

i scare i cant get new friends in college

i scare i being bully

i scare i regret in the future

haaiiizzzz

i need him very much

need him stay beside me

but my family seems to not accept him

its because he is a vegetarian

owwhhhh

single is better! haiz!

but..i hope our relationship can last longer...

recently become emo

but im still have to pretend im happy in front of my family members

very suffer >,<

#everydayisuffering