feeling want to update my blog but dunno what should i write

decided for july intake

but dunno which college should i go

taylor?!

inti?!

ucsi?!

oppsss

i really confused about it

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taylor's A level is the best but it is the most expensive too

almost RM40000

wow!! so expensive!!!

another side

most of my friends are studying at ucsi

but most of them said ucsi is not good too

hmmm

what should i do?!

ohhh i getting blur

back from NS but i still cant independent

cant decide anythings on my own

im so noob!!!

actually i very scare

i scare i cant get new friends in college

i scare i being bully

i scare i regret in the future

haaiiizzzz

i need him very much

need him stay beside me

but my family seems to not accept him

its because he is a vegetarian

owwhhhh

single is better! haiz!

but..i hope our relationship can last longer...

recently become emo

but im still have to pretend im happy in front of my family members

very suffer >,<

#everydayisuffering