I need luck

I'm going to end my holidays at home

7 days more

I want to leave this place

But I don't want go to Taylor for study

It's a weird thinking for me

I don't know what to do

I hate to make decision

3 subjects or 4 subjects in A-level?

decide this, decide that!

stress!!!

 

I'm so suffer

2012 is a bad year for me ( I think )

Many things happen in this year 

Bad luck please go away from me! 

I just want a new life and more luck start from next month

I don't want any bad things happen

please!!!

You'll regret of what you said

You'll regret of what you thought

You'll regret of what you did

You definitely will regret

Don't say sorry to me

If you really feel sorry, you will never do that to me

Lier! Fxcker! 

我不会让你好受的

凸

当初不爱我 就不要跟我搞暧昧

当初不爱我 就不要跟我在一起

你知不知道你是多么的伤人

我宁愿今天的事都没发生过

原来你一直都后悔跟我在一起

原来你也是骗人的

Fxck you!

I couldn't let it go. :(

Recently these songs are singing out my feeling

My bad feeling

My sad feeling

I'll be recover soon

Love...Goodbye... by 2PM Junsu 

Babo by Juniel and CN Blue's Yong Hwa

Baby steps by Girls' Generation TaeTiSeo 

Dear my family by SM's artists

forever alone

Recently

Flu attacks me!

Pimples attacks me!

Many problems attack me!

Feel stress and stress and stress!

Going for English tuition and the teacher is giving me so much homework!

Damn!

3 essays and Grammar exercises and Singapore syllabus exercises in 2 days!

How could I finish it within 2 days?!

The exercises are difficult too 

Whatever

Time's gone

He's gone

Half year's gone

Everything's gone

I'm alone now

Forever Alone 

I have to face the truth 

Sometimes how I wish you are still there

Giving me some advice, accompany me and makes me laugh

I really wish it will happen

Bad mood

Suddenly in a bad mood

I admit that I just can't let it go

Now

I just need somebody to talk to me

Its so suffer to pretend everything is okay

Especially in front of your family members

The smile is so fake

I can't stand for it anymore

I need holidays

Lets go somewhere to release my stress

Lets forget all those things

I don't want to stay at here anymore

I don't want to think about those stupid memories again

I have to be independent

I realise many things in a sudden

I shouldn't rely on my friends too much

Everyone has their own problems

Sometimes I just remind myself 

'你当他们是朋友...他们只当你是草!!!'

Please!!! Wake up please!!!

You have to help yourself

They couldn't help you in your whole life

Keep all those things in your heart better than give trouble to others

Stop complaining and live with the fake smile is all I can do now

Time cures everything although there will be a scar in your heart

The scar remind me don't repeat the mistakes again

NEVER

:)

OH My English

OH My Grammar

Please gets better before I go to study!

How am I gonna survive in Taylor with this broken English?

Its killing me!

Arghhh

Start from next month there will be a new life for me!

No more laziness and no more relaxing life!

I must push myself

I don't want to regret again

I don't want to make myself and my family disappointed again

After SPM there are so many things happen and I had regret so much

I shouldn't play and relaxing myself too much

I should apply much more scholarship after I got my result

That time I was too stupid and childish 

But its too late!!! 

How much I wish that I have a time machine and get back to that moment 

Hmmm

I shouldn't look back 

I MUST look forward!!!

Think about my future but not those stupid memories!

I can do it!!! I can do it!!! I CAN DO IT!!!

I promise to myself that last night was my last crying because of you

You're not worth

:)

My new life, I'm coming!

Fighting!!! 화이팅!!!