Bad mood

Suddenly in a bad mood

I admit that I just can't let it go

Now

I just need somebody to talk to me

Its so suffer to pretend everything is okay

Especially in front of your family members

The smile is so fake

I can't stand for it anymore

I need holidays

Lets go somewhere to release my stress

Lets forget all those things

I don't want to stay at here anymore

I don't want to think about those stupid memories again

I have to be independent

I realise many things in a sudden

I shouldn't rely on my friends too much

Everyone has their own problems

Sometimes I just remind myself 

'你当他们是朋友...他们只当你是草!!!'

Please!!! Wake up please!!!

You have to help yourself

They couldn't help you in your whole life

Keep all those things in your heart better than give trouble to others

Stop complaining and live with the fake smile is all I can do now

Time cures everything although there will be a scar in your heart

The scar remind me don't repeat the mistakes again

NEVER