How I wish you know what am I thinking

I want to tell you

Want to tell you everything

But yet you just don't care

Don't even give a damn or fxxk to me

Every feelings of mine are affected by you 

Everything about your influences me 

Heart broken and broken again

When only can I forget everything about you?

When only can I don't care everything about you?

I wish you were by my side whenever I am sad 

Do anything to make me smile 

Do everything for me like you used to do it

But this will never happen again

Pretending that I'm fine in front of everyone 

But only myself know which is the real me

Only myself know the true feeling inside my heart

Only myself know who I love, who I like

I know we are never ever getting back together

But then there is still a 1% hope deep in my heart

Still, I can’t wake up from my dream.